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Journal Entry: Mon Dec 10, 2007, 9:59 AM
  • Mood:
  • Listening to: Ian Dury
  • Reading: Jeckyll and Hyde
  • Watching: Life pass me by
  • Playing: KoL
  • Drinking: Moscow Mules

OK, so this is my all-new, new-look journal. Obviously I didn't do it myself.



I've been only sporadically present on this website for a while now. It's a state of affairs that looks set to continue on and off. I check in most days, post occasionally, lurk often. Occasionally, I like what I see. More often than not, I feel a bit behind the times. I don't know what it is we wanted to achieve with this community, back in the good old bad old days. I know this isn't it. I don't know if it would be better, if we'd achieved what we wanted, or if it would just have been a different kind of clusterfuck.




I've learned a lot from this site over the years. Props to those bad old guys who taught me stuff.



Groups


Wee! This is the place where I'm supposed to show you all the clusterfuck groups I belong to:

There aren't any. So instead a tribute.

:icontheparrot:

May you squawk in peace.





More stuff

I think, to be honest, this particular CSS layout was made for people who have a lot more to say than I do. Apparently.





Life



Well, in Real Life I'm happy. I have my own place, I've been working the same job for nearly three years. It's boring, but it pays the bills and gives me time to concentrate on more interesting things. I sold my car, which means I no longer need to wrestle with my environmental conscience. I've sold out a little on my past ideals, but not so much it's uncomfortable. I guess in my old age I've reached a state of compromise. And I'm happy with it.



Stamps
Apparently I'm supposed to put some more of those shitty stamps in this box. Instead I'd like to take this opportunity to commemorate the STFU truck, with a moment's silence:







well?

Mon Jul 16, 2007, 2:25 AM
  • Mood:
  • Listening to: Touchless Atomic - The Jackmormons
  • Reading: Hilary Mantel - Fludd (again!)
  • Watching: dinnerladies DVD box set
  • Playing: Kingdom of Loathing
  • Drinking: Water(!)
what's going on round here nowadays?

Criticism on DA

Thu Apr 19, 2007, 8:32 AM
  • Mood:
  • Listening to: Touchless Atomic - The Jackmormons
  • Reading: Hilary Mantel - Fludd (again!)
  • Watching: dinnerladies DVD box set
  • Playing: Kingdom of Loathing
  • Eating: Leftover easter eggs
  • Drinking: Water(!)
Is shit. Discuss.


Seriously though, if I post a piece in scraps it's because I want to work on it. If I post a piece in my gallery it's because I have worked on it a lot. It's not at 'finished' state (they never are) but on the other hand I probably won't be completely overhauling the plot. If I post a piece in the workshop it's because it's generally at first or second draft stage (not a finished piece) and I'm going to rewrite it completely, probably several times. I sort of assumed this was how most people did things.

Working from this, therefore, a piece of criticism in my gallery which sugests a piece should be totally changed beyond all recognition is a little bit extreme. Unless the argument is very convincing it'll get the smile'n'nod'n'walk away approach from me. Likewise, if I post a piece in the workshop there ain't no point quibbling over a semicolon, because it ain't gonna be there in the next draft. Is this wrong?

Jesus, not that you get any proper criticism in this place anyway. Writers are the worst people you could possibly get to criticise anything because they're all too bloody precious. Crap writers (ie. DA writers) are worse still. In fact, I've found preciousness in inverse proportion to talent, time and again.

I don't give a toss about *any* of the writing I post on DA. Someone I love and respect could tell me that the entire body is a big pile of poo and I wouldn't give a fuck. That's not to say I'm not precious about writing: I am, terribly. More honestly, I'm too much of a coward to post anything I have actually invested blood, sweat and tears in unless people tell me it's crap. Often, I'm too much of a coward to invest that much in a piece in the first place. Negative criticism (such as I get, and I don't get it often enough) doesn't upset me. But when someone has spent a great deal of time and effort nitpicking grammar in a piece I'm going to redo from scratch, I get frustrated. I get frustrated at the waste of effort, mostly. It may seem ungrateful, and when criticism is so hard to come by maybe it is ungrateful. But there it is.

Likewise I get frustrated at the unhelpful "This is shit stop riting" kind of comments which get left on pieces by novice writers. It's not "the kindest thing" to disillusion 'em while they're young. They're doing something they enjoy, they're posting it on the internet. They'll get bored of it in a few years and discover the opposite sex or get a career. Those that don't will grow and develop in their craft. Always, always give a new writer something to build on, something to work with. That's what I think anyway.

guess what

Sat Apr 14, 2007, 7:24 AM
  • Mood:
  • Listening to: Touchless Atomic - The Jackmormons
  • Reading: Hilary Mantel - Fludd (again!)
  • Watching: dinnerladies DVD box set
  • Playing: Kingdom of Loathing
  • Eating: Leftover easter eggs
  • Drinking: Water(!)
microwave meals

RE: My last post stating I was leaving and never wanted to see any of you again etc.




i lide.

something about these 'farewell' type posts that make me want to disbelieve my own hype and step right back into the fracas. I've been more active on DA in the last couple of weeks than I have been for months and months. Which is bloody typical.

Love you all. But not in a straight way, if you're blokes, cos ew that's gross.

x

delete as appropriate

Fri Mar 23, 2007, 2:52 PM
  • Mood:
  • Listening to: The TV
  • Reading: Alice Walker - Possessing the Secret of Joy
  • Watching: Deleted watch list.
  • Playing: With myself
  • Eating: Chili
  • Drinking: Baileys
microwave meals

i don't come on here really anymore. i'm only here tonight because i'm drunk and not asleep yet. this isn't a bad thing, the not coming on here very much. i've moved on i guess. still writing but less, and the quality i think has improved. i won't post on here probably. i don't have much time for anything right now. i have more fun stuff to do like love and that.

this isn't a 'that's all folks' but this is to say that if you're still watching me (and you might be) thinking i'm going to post writing, i'm probably not. i'll post the odd bit of assholery in the forum but that's where it ends.

it's been fun. thanks guys.

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